Posted in My thoughts, tagged christian, church, emotions, faith, fuller lake, God, grief, history, hymn, Jesus, music, nostalgic, old-fashioned, pine grove state park, religion, soul, spirituality, worship on September 18, 2016|
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Considering that my last blog post was about an ornate, massive cathedral, this one is going in a slightly different direction. While the grandeur of a cathedral can lead me to worship, much simpler churches can do the same.
We had the opportunity to attend a very old and tiny church near our cottage this past summer. It was built in the 1800’s and has been preserved and kept as it was in the past. There are old, wooden pews, oil lamps, and no heat or air conditioning. The first time I walked into the church many things took me back to the church I attended as a young girl (especially the hand-held fans with the picture of Jesus.)
Everything from the picture of Jesus in the front of the church to the board with the attendance numbers felt very nostalgic to me. On the back of the pew in front of me were old hymnals and a bible. As I pulled out the hymn book and began to leaf through it, I found this taped in the front. The words to this song captures what I was feeling at that moment.
If you like old-time music, here’s a link to the song.
Church in the Valley by the Wild Wood
My eyes filled with tears as I though about how much my Dad would have loved this little church. He would have enjoyed the old hymns as well as the speakers who really taught scripture. My Dad passed away shortly after we bought the cottage last year so was never able to attend this little church with us. Even though I know he is in a place that is better than any cathedral or old brick church, I still miss him.
Feeling nostalgic was touching, but then the service started. A sweet, older man led us in singing hymns. He wasn’t as refined and polished as most of the worship leaders are in many modern churches, but you could tell he LOVED singing those old songs an meant every single word–it was a beautiful thing. As I sang the alto part to hymns that I had sung as a teenager it affected me in a way that it didn’t when I was young. Having experienced 40+ years of life since singing them, the words had a much deeper meaning.
We actually helped to set a record attendance of 39 one week and as a person who usually attends a VERY large church, it was moving to be a part of such a small congregation. People had either come because they have a cabin in the area or they were camping at the nearby campground. Even though we were all strangers, we were united in our faith.
The church is only open from Memorial Day through Labor Day so I will miss that little church until next spring. 😦
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Posted in My thoughts, tagged blessing, cleft, faith, flowers, garden, gift, God, grandmother, gratitude, moon flower, moonflower, surgery, thankful on September 5, 2014|
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Last evening I was given an incredible gift. It was a custom-designed treat that touched my heart and lifted my spirit after a rough day. Yesterday was an emotionally challenging day because my granddaughter had the surgery to fix her cleft palate. The anxiety leading up to the surgery and the pain of watching her suffer as she woke up and began her recovery made it a very long and tiring day. I was very thankful that the surgery went well and she was doing well. All in all, it couldn’t have gone better and I was already feeling very thankful and blessed……..
…………then came the unexpected blessing.
I walked out on my front porch late in the evening and was greeted by the sight and scent of at least 30+ moon flowers.
They grow all over the railing of my front porch and vine up to the ceiling as well. I’ve grown moon flowers for many years and have never had a night with so many blooms. If you haven’t had the pleasure of smelling a moon flower I recommend that you find a way to do so. They have one of the sweetest and unique scents of any flower I’ve ever smelled. They are also incredibly beautiful–so delicate and pure white.
I brought out a glass of wine and simply enjoyed being surrounded by the beauty and the sweet aroma of my favorite flowers.
I don’t see this gift as just good luck. I’m learning more and more to accept these moments as gifts from a God who loves me and knows how to bring joy to my soul. I’m also learning how to enjoy these gifts to their fullest. 🙂
Your ‘gift’ might not be a porch full of moon flowers, but I would encourage you to look for those special little things that occur in your life and recognize them as gifts from above.
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Posted in My thoughts, tagged anglican, catholic, faith, jewelry, music, pray, prayer, religion, spirituality on January 26, 2013|
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I enjoy listening to music as I design and create my jewelry. This past week I’ve been working on Catholic Rosaries and Anglican Prayer Beads. These designs are different than the rest of my pieces due to the fact that they are not an adornment, but something that has a very deep and spiritual purpose—aiding people in their prayers. I consider it an honor to be able to make something that may help a person spend time in prayer and I try to have a certain mindset as I make them. Music can help keep my focus on the spiritual side of things as I go through the process of designing and then creating each piece.
Several songs touched me in a special way as I listened to songs that were focused on God and prayer. The first was Your Hands by JJ Heller. I liked the fact that it reminds me that some prayers go unanswered, but even then I am still in God’s hands. This is a hard concept to understand and totally accept, but I continue to pray for the faith to believe those words.
Another song that hit me was Need You Now by Plumb. Often we don’t find ourselves on our knees in prayer unless we are in some state of need and this song puts those thoughts and feelings to music. As with the other song, this one also refers to unanswered prayer. I can’t even begin to understand or explain why God chooses to answer some prayers and not others, but I just try to do what the one line in this song, “I’m trying to hear that still, small voice.” Songs like this help to remind me of this.
I, personally use the Anglican Prayer Beads to aid me in my prayers, and even sometimes sleep with them. When I awake in the middle of the night they remind me to pray instead of worrying or allowing my thoughts to get carried away.
It is my hope that anyone who winds up with prayer beads that I make will find them a very helpful tool in their prayer life. A lot of work goes in to each set and I enjoy making them in a different way than the rest of my collection.
Here are a few of the prayer beads that came from my hands this past week. Hopefully they will wind up in the hands of someone who needs them.
Blue Sky Jasper in Antique Copper (click on picture to view details)
Classic Pearls (click on picture to view details)
Midnight Blue Pearls with Silver Cross (click on picture to view details)
Red Picture Jasper (click on picture to view details)
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